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Thursday, 25 August 2011

Sometimes you just have to smile, pretend everythings okay, hold

back the tears and just walk away.

Don't let the fear of what could happen stop you from seeing what could be

the worst feeling is when someone makes you feel special, then suddenly leaves you hanging, and you have to act like you don't care at all.

But the struggles make you stronger,
and the changes make you wise,
and happiness has its own way of taking its sweet time.
Life isn't always beautiful, but it's a beautiful ride

I fell for his smile & he loved me for a while.
And someday he's going to wish that
he hadn't left me like this.

Pain is knowing you're right for each other, just not right now

All I want is someone who will stay, no matter how hard it is to be with me.

Everyone thinks that a girl's dream is to find a perfect guy. They're wrong because a girl's dream is to eat a lot without getting fat.

You move on when your heart finally understands that there's no turning back, no second chances.

You move on when your heart finally understands that there's no turning back, no second chances.

At this point, I don't give a shit. But I know in a few hours or even within a few minutes all of my feelings will collide and I'll just be lying to myself.

One of the hardest parts in life is deciding when to give up and when to try harder.

I guess that's what happens in the end; you start thinking about the beginning.

If your head tells you one thing, and your heart another, before you do anything, you should decide whether you have a better head or a better heart.

The feelings I felt for you have never once gone away. They're still there. It's just, you're not.

Thursday, 22 July 2010

You know I need you just like you need me.
Can't stop, won't stop, I must be dreaming.

I am incredibly awkward and negative. I get attached easily, and I hold on for too long. I don't like opening up to people. Most five year old children can express their feelings better than me. I hide behind my fake smiles. I'm probably one of the most difficult people you will ever meet, but I can be sweet. I'm a great listener. I'll guard your secrets with my life. I will never judge you based on your mistakes, and I'll love you as much as I can. I can be, if you let me, one of the best things in your life.

Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past, stop planning the future, stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel, stop deciding with our mind what we want our heart to feel, and sometimes we just have to go with "whatever happens, happens."

I want to be with you, I just want to be with you. If I could hold your hand for the rest of my life, I would never be scared again. I want to hold you tight and I want to tell you every second how much you mean to me because nobody has ever meant more. I want to be able to help you and make you smile, just like you make me smile

I want someone who is fierce and will love me until death and knows that love is as
strong as death, and be on my side forever and ever. I want someone who will destroy
and be destroyed by me.

Because the truth is, every time you take a big risk in your life,
no matter how it ends up, you’re always glad you took it.
-Scrubs

That's what life is about. It's those moments
when you feel entirely carefree, like nothing can touch you.
It's those moments that make the hard parts worth it

Monday, 05 April 2010

she feels so comfortable with him like
she can tell him anything. she can be
herself, no lies. she knows she doesn't have
to impress him to make him love her back.

It's the way you do the things you do 
that makes me fall in love with you.

And if there's no tomorrow, and all we have is here and now,
I'm happy just to have you, you're all the love I need somehow.

honestly, if you are lucky enough to find someone that can make you feel like
the goddamn best thing in the whole wide world,
don't be dumb enough to take it for granted. stick with them.

What you do should only matter to you

"this much i know is true..
that god blessed the broken road
that led me straight to you."

The more guys I meet, the more I realize that
I only want to be with you.

I swear to god were gonna get it right.

whenever i get sad cause i'm missing you,
i just think to myself, i'm so lucky to have someone so great to miss.

Let's just live and what happens will happen.

sometimes, we have to be broken
down so that we can be rebuilt into
what we're actually meant to be.

worrying is a waste of time. it doesn't
change anything, it just messes with
your mind and steals your happiness.

bottom line: couples who are truly right for each
other go through the same crap as everybody else,
but the big difference is they don't let it take them down.

He taught me how to trust myself. He taught me that I should love every flaw. He taught me that no matter what, I should just make a decision and jump, and not regret it.